Social Fears

Telephone calls make me nervous. It’s probably a weird thing but I must admit talking to someone I don’t know on the phone sometimes can make me really uneasy. Honestly it’s my one social fear.  Sometimes I write down what I’m going to say on a piece of paper and read it off before I actually call them.  I think to myself: "maybe I'm talking to some sort of alien laser spiders! I don't want to embarrass the entire human race!"  I don't know I can't see them how do I know they are just people. Seems a little extreme and ridiculous right?  I caught myself doing that yesterday when I called Toys R Us about the job that I had that suddenly disappeared.  I waited on the phone for about an hour and no one picked up.  Going to probably look for another job soon, they haven’t even paid me yet.   Oh and this blog has 2000 views.  That’s crazyyyyy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfM_wS7qYfY Ball so hard.